We met for my visit at JC Penny cause Kathy needed to do some shopping. So Kathy is going about her shopping while I had Delya. As I watched Kathy get lost in her shopping, I notice she had realized she had lost track of me and Delya. She looks up , to her right , and then to her left where Delya and I stood there watching her. Seeing the sign of relief that I did not take a chance and run off with Delya., What life would that have brought for my daughter. That was the day she knew that in spite of the CPS office, she could trust me not to run off with my daughter.
Teresa (who is no longer with us in this world) and I took Teresa’s one and only visit to the Devine’s home to visit with Delya. After about an hour and a half, I watched Delya and Teresa interact with each other at the piano. I could not tell what they were talking about as I watched them through a sliding glass door. Later that evening Teresa talked to me about her visit she had with Delya at the piano. She told me Delya was telling her about the keys on the piano and what sounds they make when the keys are pushed. Also how when more than one key is pushed together what sounds they would make. Although I heard no music that day, I couldn’t help but be proud of my daughter around the age of four not only playing the piano for Teresa, but explains the piano to Teresa as she played. Seeing the expression on Teresa’s face as she explained the event to me . I couldn’t help but be proud and impressed with my baby girl.
There are two times in the interactions of Jason and I which he showed me the love that only a child could show. (There are many more but these two stand out the most for me) There were times when I would be gone for more than a month or two, and when I would return to his homestead. The expression on his face and actions when he’d see me truly showed me the love of a child, and that I was truly missed. The first time that I knew he missed me and was surprised to see me is when I walked in the door. He did not know I was there when he came out of the back room just in a world of his own. Suddenly he freezes where he was, looks up at me, and says with the softest affectionate voice says my name. The way he said it warmed my heart. Then leaping into my arms showed me even more that I was missed.
The 2nd time was when I was pregnant with Delya and returned home to Louisiana for two weeks. Now Jason knows I was taking the train to where I was going and I guess he assumed that was the way I was getting home also. Now where he was living at the time the freight train passes by his home anywhere from 6 to 8 times a day. I was gone from 13 to 17 days and was told that just about every time the train went by , Jason would point at the train and say , “Char, Train< Char”. It did not matter if it was day or night and if the train woke him up he would ask about me and the train, if I was on the one passing by. I will always love Jason for giving his love. “I love you high like the sky and deep like the sea.” Well, Jason, I will always love you like that…